Lost..

I am lost
Wondering,
Through this big cruel world,
A world whose breath,
Was a breeze to put off the candle,
The candle of my young heart.
Steps pulled me away,
To that deep part,
Where I found myself lost.
Walking,
Yes, I am walking in my life,
Which seems to me like a long road,
I am not able to see its end,
Not only walking,
But carrying a heavy load,
By which I can't leave or throw,
What is the end? I don't know..
Death?!?
I hope so..


-Sherif Tantawi®-

Man if you're dead, with whom am i going to live, man we've been with eachother for 9 years now right?, man ur attached to me in a special way, cheer up, we are here for ya, and we all love ya general hehe...

we meen 7ayo3od ma3aya 3ala el keekha?

That was the best reply I've ever heard,which cheered me up, and from a special person.. But no life seems to me as a large blackout.. Lot's of problems and no more happiness or joy anymore and no more smiles.. All my smiles are fake, man I am wearing smiles just to tell (lie) to people that I am fine. But I am not at all..
As for whom to live with, you can suicide and we'll meet in hell ..(shaklena keda)...
Really thank you..

When you're willing to commit suicide, just gimme a ring, eh yala da, ali 3ando 7a2, who's going to ze keekha wiz us, meen 7ayhayes ma3ana, meen 7ayesma3 el beng floyAd y3ny, eh yaba, we 7ekayet friends we keda mat3esh el door enta 7atsa7ebny wala eh hehe, bahazar

Ya3ni eih keekha?? eih ya 3am 3ali el seya7 da.. baroo7 ashrab lamoon ya ged3an,, 3aseer lamoon we 2a2oom 3ala tool 3ashan beyeb2a feeh ree7et shisha betdaye2ni.. Eb2o roo7o ma3 ba3d ento, bas plz EFTEKEROONY..

Lamoon bardo ya... , mashy ya 3am el lamoon enta, 7anroo7 ana we howa wenta mesh 7ateegy ba2a , khaleek fe Rio, mamnoo3 kotsheena 2al

ana 7a2ol 3abdo bokra yenazzellak el kreiz beta3tak